bottombisexual | Hi, sweethearts 🖤 First of all, I want to apologize for the going radio silent these last few weeks. It's not really from lack of content as I still have several videos I've yet to edit, but since mid-November, my back pain has gotten tremendously worse. I've had a spinal injection and am doing physical therapy, so I'm hoping I'll get some relief soon. As a result, I've been inflating less overall but also haven't had the motivation or energy to edit and post videos and pictures, and not just on here but on Bluesky as well (I no longer post on Twitter, though I occasionally lurk). I don't know if or when things will get better and with the current state of the U.S., I'm terrified for myself, my family, and my friends. All of this has taken a toll on my mental health as well, but I'm hanging in there (I do have a therapist and a psychiatrist as well) as best I can. With all that being said, I'm not "retiring" or saying I'll never post again because I'm sure I will eventually get these videos uploaded. I just need to extend my break for a bit longer and I understand if you no longer wish to support me during this time. If you choose to stick around, please know how much I appreciate it. The little bit of money I earn through selling my content has truly been a lifesaver many times. Let me know if you have any questions here or via DM and I'll respond as soon as I'm able. I also want to urge anyone reading this to just... Be kind. Be kind to yourself, to your friends, your family, to strangers. Just be kind. 🖤 - Bea, your favorite disabled, bisexual balloon 🖤 | Fansly