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♡💙 cotton candy neko maid 💙♡ [ pt 1] finally got home from helping my family again this weekend, but this time was for the last time.. im gonna go help out and see them off on Wednesday and then that will be it.. they will be gone and out of my life... it was hard not to cry while hugging and saying goodbye. it was hard not crying in the car. i already miss them and they haven't even gone anywhere yet. Wednesday will be the hardest... idk what ill do after that.. im happy i have my friend because otherwise id be left so alone and sad. ill still be really sad and broken up about it but atleast im not alone. it was thanks to you guys that i was able to pay for their flight. they really needed to because of their disabilities but unexpected costs came up and they weren't able to pay for it so i stepped in. ive been able to save up alot recently because of fansly and so im able to make things like this happen for my family. they would have had to make that 11 hr drive if yalls didn't care about me the way that you do. i try my best to save money for when emergencies like this happen and yalls have been so helpful for that. i really couldn't do it without you. 🥺💖 wellp im exhausted so im gonna play with my chao garden and then zonk out for the night. sending you all my good thoughts and positive vibes!! ☺️💖

♡💙 cotton candy neko maid 💙♡ [ pt 2 ] since ill be spending my week helping my family move i won't be able to make Thursdays stream, but i hope to next week! ive probably already stated before but it's gonna be a rough couple of days.. couple of weeks even. idk how long it will take me to be okay again. it breaks my heart into pieces to watch them go but it's so important that they do. everything is cheaper there and they get more of an income and better health care. so many reasons so many good reasons so i try not to be selfish and be sad about it, but im gonna miss them so. things will get better eventually, everything takes time, ill be okay. i just need to stay positive and stay connected with those who love and care for me. trying to think positive so im sending you my positive thoughts and along with my good vibes there is lots of love to follow! 😊💖

🩷Merry Christmas Sweeties🩷 Last few days have been a bit "confusing" for me. I really need some love, and thank you always for being here. You mean the world to me, and i know that this period i'm going thru will fix itself... Remember that no matter what, things don't last forever, especially pain. If you focus your energies into the positive things, stuff will go well... and if they don't, fuk it... we'll grow stronger understanding what we did wrong, what's actually our fault, and what it isn't. I Love You, and i hope you spend the best Christmas ever 🩷🩷🩷🩷 REMEMBER TO LOCK IN! >:3 XD 🩷

꒰ა Angelic lil Bear ໒꒱ ~ pt 3 ☆ END ☆ ive been a little confused tbh.. i got some really terrible news yesterday but also some really good things are happening to me at the same time.. i just really don't know how to feel tbh. on the bright side i might have found my new place to live this summer! my potential landlords are super sweet and it all seems like a for sure thing. just gotta fill out some paperwork.. 👀 it is still going to be super hard for me to move even with the money i have saved. there are so many costs to moving and i also have to make sure i have enough to buy groceries too. this place is fr perfect for me though, so i really hope it all works out! ill try to get back into selling more PPV that way you guys can help chip in while also having something fun for yourself! after the terrible news i had though, i will be taking a couple days off.. sending as much love as i can muster, and wishing you nothing but the best! 🥺💖