Im trying to think of a compromise.... I do really need rhe money.. and im thankful for the kind people here... but ive been really depressed and unhappy and realizing how little I see myself....
I started fansly because.. im unable to get a job... im a nobody loser... and after someone made me feel unlovable.. I just stopped caring about myself..... I hate all of this to ne honest... it makes me sad... scary people really hurt me..
If anything.. Im gonna try make a user list of those who supported me a long time.. and are nice, respectful, and I can trust. The subscription plans may be different. Given via dm after scoping user out.. ik its annoying like interview... but I dont want to be scared....im sorry..
Even though I hate it.. im thankful many of you see me as attractive.. and support me regardless.... im blocking sone people.. ans I blocked someone who might very been the same person from stream due to something similar.. im sorry if you were different though...
Because of manyof you. I was able scrape by. Even if it was barely... ik im not the best.. maybe im too expensive (even though it becomes $16 bc fansly tax so basically min wage job)... a lot of people were even so kind enough to pay rent.. and to gift things and help so much... it makes me happy.. so im sorru.. of it feels like im betraying you...
Theres probably some videos I can upload here at least... but might have to just.. think about things.... love you all so very much... and im so sorry
Published: August 21st 2025, 3:20:38 am
Im trying to think of a compromise.... I do really need rhe money.. and im thankful for the kind people here... but ive been really depressed and unhappy and realizing how little I see myself....
I started fansly because.. im unable to get a job... im a nobody loser... and after someone made me feel unlovable.. I just stopped caring about myself..... I hate all of this to ne honest... it makes me sad... scary people really hurt me..
If anything.. Im gonna try make a user list of those who supported me a long time.. and are nice, respectful, and I can trust. The subscription plans may be different. Given via dm after scoping user out.. ik its annoying like interview... but I dont want to be scared....im sorry..
Even though I hate it.. im thankful many of you see me as attractive.. and support me regardless.... im blocking sone people.. ans I blocked someone who might very been the same person from stream due to something similar.. im sorry if you were different though...
Because of manyof you. I was able scrape by. Even if it was barely... ik im not the best.. maybe im too expensive (even though it becomes $16 bc fansly tax so basically min wage job)... a lot of people were even so kind enough to pay rent.. and to gift things and help so much... it makes me happy.. so im sorru.. of it feels like im betraying you...
Theres probably some videos I can upload here at least... but might have to just.. think about things.... love you all so very much... and im so sorry