Published: July 31st 2025, 5:59:12 pm
Just when I was getting over the thought of my step-dad being able to know from heaven that I'm masterbating... now I have to start all over with my dad.
This shit sucks so hard. My pops was my everything. My dad, my inspiration, my prayer warriorl, my handyman, my dad-husband, my sound board, my travel buddy, he helped me raise my kids and he was grandsons best friend.
My heart hurts when the oldest said "mommy grandpa always made my breakfast .. does this mean I make my own now" for 2 years they had a morning routine and he drove him to school.
I'm lost, and broken not only for me but for my kids and grandsons.
Life still goes on so I must figure out this new way without him. Thank you for being loving, understanding and patient with me. Your kind words and support mean everything during this time.
Now my dad needs to send me a man to take his place. I'm ready!